Oh wow. I just changed my blog playlist. It has been there a long long time. So after my last post,I got really emo,and went to change my playlist. Was about to give up trying to make it hidden when it suddenly worked. lol.

Die,I really feel very sad. ARGHHHHHHHH..... Okay. I just made Juan Peng emo too. lol. HOW????ALL MY EFFORTS HAVE GONE DONE THE DRAIN AFTER TODAY!!! -sigh- Do I have to start from scratch all over again? Oh well. It would be the last time,anyway (I hope). I am gonna leave far far from RC. As far as I can in the future. I just want to forget my past and start afresh.

How long is it going to take for me to realise that I got to get OUT of lala-land?? The society is NON-FICTION. IF you err once,you are a goner. Oh whatever. I don't want to dwell on these issues any longer. I am just happy that I managed to solve my playlist problem.

Did I ever mention what songs will mak me cry? If I have not,here they are: At the beginning and Stay the same. Why? Simply because they were the songs I had to hear everyday during my most heartbreaking days. First time I cry in school. Secondary school,I mean. So frigging stressed. So believe me when I said that I have not smiled a genuine smile this whole day. But thanks ah cao,for trying to cheer me up and comfort me. Even that time when I cried in school,you were there with me as well. I just want to say thank you,my beloved gugu.

lol. After superteens I seem to have become more expressive in showing my gratitude. After all,I really cannot afford to take anyone or anything for granted. But all the same, I want to forget the past!!! I mean,some parts. lol. Not all. Some are precious memories.

Very sleepy. But hair is still wet. Hope that after sleeping for an entire night,I will wake up feeling much better. But I truly doubt I will. I NEED SOMETHING TO CHEER ME UP!!!