I feel so terrible. A terrible headache and a huge amount of self-reproach. HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO FIND THE GRADIENT??? oh my god. I feel so stupid. Just now,I was really attracted by a piece of wall. You know what I felt like doing? I wanted to bang my head against the wall,and see how that felt like. Mr Tan said no one would fail SPA. Well,I will be the first,then. Ha! The first to fail phy SPA in HS's history.

I didn't do well for my Chem SPA,I didn't do well for Phy SPA. I seriously wonder wth am i good at. So tired. Should I drop to combined? Just now,I was trembling from head to toe and my shaky handwriting pretty much showed how anxious I was. Imagine me at Olevels. Would I break down and cry there? That's what I wanted to do when I got to know I forgot to find the gradient. I so suck,man. I suck.