So tired~ these few days having trainings for school NDP. lol. My drills seriously cannot make it. Can someone please train me? T.T

Oh yea...my eldest bro has just grduated from Uni... Damn it. That day he still so happily laugh at me--someone with 10 more years to go before graduating -.- Feel like hitting him. A year more,and my 2nd bro would grduate too le ba...so sad. I would be the only one left in the studying group T.T

Tomorrow is one of the rehersal for school NDP le...a bit sian. Not all the people are turning up -.- So tired~~ I go sleep le. lol. Bye~

25th July
Nothing much. Just went out to some hotels restaurant to eat lunch. Celebrate my chinese bdae and my eldest bro's grduation. haha. He studied for 20+ years le,finally can graduate. haha. 10 more years for me T.T So sad. Then his gf gave me a pink pencilbox. HAHA! For those complaining that my current pencilbox is SMALL,the one she gave me is SMALLER! haha! very pink. I think she got the idea that I like pink because I useD to like Hello Kitty. haha. Hey,it was still better than liking some ninja turtle when you're growing up with 2 typical males =D

25-26th July = midnight
I wasn't in much studying mood,so I waited till my parents to sleep before watching movies ♥♥ It's my latest addiction. And FYI,when I get addicted to something,it's going to take some time for me to de-passion it. haha. So far,I have watched Twilight,which I really really love (the main couple look so good together!!),Music and lyrics (I only like the song they created -.- ) and the one I am currently watching,Another Cinderella Story (the couple looks so compatible too!!) ♥♥

Watching the modern Cinderella story has brought back all those fantasies which I thought had left me forever. The story makes me feel as though life isn't the end yet. Life is still long. I remember when I was in primary school,kindergarden even,I built sand castles in the air when the lesson was totally boring. Haha. After I finished my daydream,I was always in a better mood =P When I came into secondary school,I still had them in my sec1s and 2s. But when I came into my sec3 life,...I totally forgot about my fantasies. Whether it was because of the lack of time or stress,I do not know. But I do know that Cinderella has made me remember my lonely childhood and led me to think that fairytales can never come true...I suddenly thought of layteng telling me last year that she believes fairytales do come true. That time,I thought "Really?". Her one statement has led me to think much about fantasies.

There's a reason why I only read romance novels. I know that they are totally fiction,but I just stop myself from reading them. Remember that I just mentioned that it's hard for me to get an un-addicted to something I love? Romance novels ARE still one of them. They are just like fairytales...whether it's a damsel in distress and a knight in shining armour comes along,or love at first sight... I still don't believe they happen in real life. I guess this proves the theory that movies influences our thinking is false. haha...

This sounds totally girly,right? :) Sometimes,don't expect too much from me. I am just an ordinary girl. Someone with a little girl's dreams.

16th July
Had my NAPFA test for inclined pull-ups and shuttle run. lol. passed both,of course :D Then me,Jy and vivian were going to look on the sec1s who were doing their banner design for SRC 60th anniversary. So sad la. Only 3 out of the entire sec 1 batch came -.- Wenxin,Yingern and Joey. lol. Then we heard someone in 1E5 was hurt,so me and Jy go help out. lol. Help out as in doing first aid la. Casualty's arms and kneecap was scraped kind of badly...I wonder if we used the wrong dressing...ah,nvm. What's past is past. lol.

Then all go home~~ Me and Jy go compass,so that I could go buy the chain for the ring :D Then we went our separate ways. lol. By the time I reached home,it was already like 6pm. I was so paranoid that my dad would call up to spot check or maybe my bros had already returned home ._. but luckily,they weren't :D Then after showering,I tried on the necklace. Looks really nice!! :)

17th July
Had a really freaky busy day!! First period was English and that friggin' Mrs Lin,caused me and Jy to be late for Econs -.- Tell us what must do YOG script then look good in resume,blah blah blah =.= like I want to waste time do such thing just to have a nice looking resume.

Then after Econs,chiong to Recess,then quickly eat,then chiong to Physics lab -.- After Physics,joi Chem test....then Amath. Chem test,I think that I might have done better than last time? I don't know...I was like @.@ after physics lesson. lol. Then Amath lesson...well,I have no clue on how to do Binomial questions in the first place,so what Miss Huang is teaching is just flyin past my head. lol. So disheartening T.T I hate math that I can't understand. lol. And some going-to-be-neighbour is renovating his house -.- so noisy....I couldn't study even if I wanted to :/ I just came back from British Council....We researched about Mammoths and Musk Ox. Looks cute,right? Furry,furry one. hahaha. Then a bit of presentation,blah blah then released. lol. Tomorrow still have to wake up early,so I am off ^^

Today,I was actually very confused about what I am going to do about you...Was I to give in and apologise or keep on the silence and let things be? I had decided to let things be,when you came along and explained. But I have still decided to let things be. So please...please understand...the attitude I will take on...I have my reasons.

Today officially 15 le~ lol. So sad,older by one day le. Haha. This year's celebration is the wildest and most surprising one. lol. This morning I woke up and saw 4 well wishes le. lol. So happy :D Then I go school,first person I met was Jiaying. lol. The other birthday girl. haha. Then Nut came...with a HUGE minitoons bag. lol. Which was apparently my present(shared with caocao and elysia daddy)--a LARGE ladybird stuff toy named Moo :)) haha. Then Qiao Ni came in. haha. Then Peifoong~ She gave me a pack of Famous Amous de cookies~~!! haha. Then we High at 3E1. LOL!

Then went back to class,totally slacking the whole day -.- couldn't get anything into my head. The ladybird is so big that I had to put it on my lap. lol. Don't want to put on floor in case it got dirty ma =) After school,we (Jy,me,ely,pf,nut,caocao,lingyan) went Bishan~~ To eat lunch at Carte something. lol. Then we went Compass Point... lol. Because Jiaying say want show me her "man".... Then the gullible me and the group went to see...And I saw him. lol. I was so surprised la. I was so shocked that my legs went totally jelly. eeekkkk! lol. Apparently,elysia daddy had liaised with him so that I didn't expect him at all!! Gosh! haha. So sweet :X !! But in future,PLEASE do not do such things again,okay. My heart cannot stand such shocking events. haha.

Lastly,my thank you list for those who gave me wellwishes and presents (according to the time I received your wellwishing) :

1. Ying Lun(3min early,my dear man. haha)
2. Ambrose Sir (LOL! Thank you,sir! haha)
3. Elysia Daddy (Muacks! Thanks for planning such a heart-weaking event!! haha)
4. Yuan Rong ( :)) thanks for everything)
5. Nutty ( Mooooo~~ hahaha)
6. Qiao Ni (Moooomooomooo -eat your tong lei- =PP)
7. Juan Peng (Smile more la,grass. haha. you look better when you smile)
8. Peifoong ( -huggies- love you ^^)
9. Brenda
10. Jiawei
11. Shermaine
12. Pei Xuan
13. Eunice HENG (I am NOT qi guai)
14. Melissa
15. Michelle
16. Lynette
17. Ann
18. Yiling
19. Laureen (Moroonnnn :DD)
20. Ling Yan (thanks for the sweeetss ^_^)
21. Hui Si
22. Si Hui (surprised you remembered O.O :DD)
23. Zhi Yuan
24. My 2nd bro
25. My eldest bro
26. Moyhong?? (I rmb you said happy bdae to me...forgot what time though,lol)
27. Suharyo (LATE by a day!! haha,thanks anyway,math genius)

Yep,that's it,I think. Lol. Tell me if I have left out your name ^^ Thanks again to all for making my 15th birthday so special :))

Happy Birthday,Jiaying Mummy ^^

OMGOMG!! 2 more hours till I turn 15!!!

So ya...haha. But I am kind of anticipating it actually ^_^ I like the number 15 =)

A bit sian though...tomorrow is still a school day. Supposed to hand in a script for YOG de...but heck care la. lol. I never wanted to join anyway =X

1 and a half more hours till I am officially 15~ lol. Today me and jiaying high at our desks. lol. We sit beside each other ma. Then she keep telling everyone tomorrow is my bdae but excluding the part that it's also her bdae tomorrow. LOL!!

Okok,I am going to sleep already. lol. I don't want panda eyes tomorrow. haha. Don't think anyone will msg me at 12 ba. lol. So I guess I am quite safe =P kk,buh-bye~

Don't feel like writing a compo...so yea,I will just use the typical Singlish. haha. Today was kind of tiring (which school day isn't) lol. Had double periods of history before recess which I almost fell asleep in even though the facts were interesting. Then I had FOUR straight periods of Amath (almost died) but I still don't regret choosing Amath instead of Emath for the 4periods. lol.

Then had NAPFA T.T standing broad jump has always been my weakest and this year is no exception. By the time I reached home,it was around 4.15 already. Bought Tomyam (my favourite!!) cup noodles for lunch. lol. Yesterday cooked maggie mee for lunch...I know I shouldn't be eating these unhealthy food,but yea... haha.


Tomorrow another LOOOOONNNGGG day. sian. -sigh- i should catch up on my sleep during the weekends. I just finished most of my homework,btw =P only left those that I don't really like ;D

Jeez. Yesterday night marked the start of another 4more months of British Council. Apparantly,Collin just came back from Melbourne,so he was still under quarantine last night. Thus,another teacher named James,took over for the night. I swear,teachers are getting from bad to worse...Andrew was the best,Nick was still pretty good,Collin was tolerable,but James is totally OFF!! -.- My comments about him shall wait. I shall start with the class first.

Hmm...new semester,so some new people came in while some "old" students went out. Alison,my best "Red Cross" matey went out T.T -missing you,Alison- Later shall go her blog tag her =P Without her,the table was rather quiet...
Alison:
I miss your sudden smiles,
I miss your beautiful eyes.
Without thee,thou life is utterly incomplete...

Ahhh...LOL. that was some crap poem I came up with as I typed this post. lol. So the "table" (of course we are always being separated) currently consists of Me,Mardiana,Jie Pin,Jane and Felicia. -sigh- 2 new guys and 2 new girls are in the class. Besides that,all's about the same. EXCEPT the GRRRR relief teacher,James -.-

He's a bit short...a bit baldish (that's why he made his hair stand up,to seem that he has a lot hair) and very -shhhh- idiotic. Normally when the students are late,they will just walk in,look a bit sheepish,then quickly walk to their tables and settle down. Does it sound a bit impolite? It's perfectly normal ^^ the NORMAL teachers would just fill them in what happened,and carry on with the lesson and that would be the end of things. HOWEVER,this teacher made the late students knock,say "Hi",say sorry,say reason for being late... total waste of time? ... Poor David...he was the 1st one being late and didn't know what hit him when he walked in and made to go to his seat but the teacher TOLD him to go back out and come in when he was ready.

Made a huge fuss over replying to him,closing and opening the textbook -.- I have goosebumps just as I recall last night.... Can we have Collin back? Pretty pretty pleaseeeee??

First day of school till now has been really slack. lol. First day come school,all must walk in through the field,then queue up for teachers to get our individual temperatures taken -.- These few days I have been sitting with Yiling,fun~ haha. First day of school,I come back home,eat lunch around 1pm already...then I totally died of boredom...somemore that day it was raining heavily,then I am alone in the shadowed empty house...plus nothing to do...no one talk to me also...all not online,lucky i found one to talk with me on the phone :P

Seconday day...same routine,except that it wasn't raining heavily yesterday. haha.

So sian now...not wanting to do anything when I actually have to do a lot of things. -sigh- Actually wanted to paste the pics on last friday de...but can't seem to upload the pics,so never mind ba XP

Just came back from celebrating Nut's birthday. haha. Had a fun time. lol. But didn't take much pics. Happy Birthday,Nut ♥

Yiling,here is the list that you wanted. Haha. Enjoy those shows~

1. Smiling Pasta
2. Heavenly Gown
3. Dou niu yao bu yao
4. Witch Yee Hoo
5. My Bratty Princess
6. Gong S
7. Mean girl ah chu
8. Romantic Princess
9. Coffee Prince
10. Tokyo Juliet
11. Devil Beside You
12. Hana Kimi (taiwanese version) = Hua yang hua..shao nian
13. Love Contract
14. Meteor Garden
15. My MVP Valentine
16. My Girl
17. Green Forest, My Home
18. Lavender
19. Magicians of Love
20. The rose
21. My Lucky Star
22. Brown Sugar Macchiato
23. Fated to be in love
24. Heart of 19
25. Legend of speed
26. Miss no good
27. Invincible shan bao mei