So sad~

I just watched finish 'Heaven Wedding Gown' and felt so sad for the racer for not being able to get the girl he wants :( Yesterday watched finish 'Lavender' also the same feeling because the girl still died in the end,only leaving Leo beautiful memories. Why love dramas always leave someone unhappy? Haiz.
Left tomorrow before school restarts. *sigh* Why does happy times fly past? 1more day before meeting another year of stress. Oh well,I just hope that it will be the holidays again soon. =]

Wah, too nice?

I just went to get my edusave scholarship today. 500 bucks for being the top ten in level. Wow. Never had anything like this before. Then my dad just now told me he would give me another 500 bucks. Unbelievable ba? Yea,I know. It appears that it has also been the same for my brothers. My dad would give us the same amount the ministry give us,as a reward I guess. Hehehe. 1k for a year's effort. :) But it was sort of a surprise 'cuz me and my dad had a pretty fierce argument before I went to get my prize. So... =] I kinda thought he was pulling my leg. Then again,he never kids about money. Wow,all of a sudden,I felt like I might be allowed to go and watch a movie alone,after all. But,ah well...I don't think it will happen till a few more years go by :)

Merry Christmas =]

Christmas is supposed to be all about family and friends ba? But how come my my family isn't even together? One brother off to shalet with his friends;the other went partying with his group of friends;my parents watching the news and I playing games. But I suppose I ought to be glad that my family aren't those kinds that would invite people over to the house easily for I don't really like my relatives a [huge] lot . 'Cuz we only meet at New Year,which I am dreading because I keep forgetting how to greet them =P The other reason is that I am not really comfortable with huge crowds of people for I wouldn't know how to behave. I mean exactly which kind of good behaviour is expected from me. For example: friendly and try to talk with people or just be quiet and be out of the way or just be a christmas deco. Moreover,there aren't much relatives my age. This night is gonna be boring. Oh well,Merry Christmas,everyone! =)

Shag

Happy Birthday,Mum!:)
Though it is actually tomorrow but my family celebrated it yesterday. We went to Crystal Jade to eat dinner then went over to Xin Wang HK cafe to eat dessert-a mountain of ice,topped with a dollop of mango ice cream and mango juice[i think]. It was pretty good,though my nose,hands and mouth were cold and numb by the time I finished eating it. =) After that,we went shopping for awhile at Suntec then finally went home at around 10pm. Have a shower,then played Runescape for a short while before I slept like a log at 12.30am. At long last,I today can finally play games for a long,long time :D

Omph!

I guess today can be said as productive ba,after all I got a couple of clothes =P I went out to Ikea with my parents and 2nd bro to eat brunch. Then went Giant nearby to shop for groceries. After that,bro went off with his friends to catch a movie and the rest of us went off to rest for a couple of hours at home before going out again. My mum and I went OG to shop and my dad went to buy "chinese groceries". Yay,I managed to persuade mummy to buy a pair of really cool marine colour for us to share[my mum and I can wear each other's clothes] and jeans for me. Came back at about 9pm. Found out that my 2nd bro had 2-As and 4-Bs for his recent exam. Woots! Jiayous for the next few years~!

New spectacles

Yesterday I went down to Millenia Walk to get a new pair of specs for a new year that is coming. This time,I chose a pair with black frames that made me look kinda sophisticated =P When I went for the eye check up,I learnt that my short-sightedness had not increased. But,my shanguang[whatever it is in English] had,by a lot :( I don't wanna become blind. Sob. Guess I really have to make an effort to restrain myself from lying on the bed to read. *pout* Lucky my short-sightedness didn't increase at all for 2 years. Hope that it will be like last year,nothing increased :)

I hate you,you hate me....

Wah. My other side of the hand(not the palm) is brown till my fingers where it is the normal colour.That goes the same for my arms. Now I finally understand why nid to use SKII magic lotion. =) At least now can't be called a white chicken le. Hee. Training on every other day isn't really tough la,just that I can't resist the urge to NOT eat those cup noodles the drink stall sells for my break. Too much cup noodles isn't good for health,I know,but those are pretty nice leh. =P

I hate me

Know what kind of day is my favourite day? A day when no one is at home,raining outside,dark clouds,computer can be used,no clothes hung up and the floor is free of dirt. In short,having silence and semi-darkness is my favourite time. An old guy once said to me that when I grow up,I might be shut in my own world and refusing to speak to anyone. At that time,I thought he was nuts. But now that I think about it,it might be true someday.
I am pretty sure that no one in this world totally understand what I am like. Not even the people around me. Only 1 person might know me well. My 2nd bro. Perhaps my parents know this bond between me and him,that he has begun to be a spy. That is to put it bluntly,a spy on me. However,I can feel that the bond between my parents and I is becoming further and further.
How would I know? Yesterday at dinner,my father hinted extremely strongly that I forged his signature on the consent form for Project Red Cross Love. But,damn! I didn't! Though I know that the form was signed by my father quite a long time ago,but I can't believe that he could suspect me of doing such a thing. The feeling I felt was kind of a mixture of anger and sadness. A strange emotion.
That put me in a bad mood throughout the next few hours before I went to sleep. I am afraid. I am afriad that if this continues,I will no longer have someone to talk to,someone to play with,someone to consult advice. Should I continue struggling to maintain good relationship with people around me or should I just give up? Sometimes I really hate myself,dammit!

A cute,cute guy

Happy belated bdae,Qiao Ni!
Sorry wor,never give you present :( Your fault anyway,who ask you never tell me beforehand..pout* Hee,just joking!
Yesterday I went to Queenstown CC as a volunteer to help out in Project Red Cross Love. The whole event which started from 9am-6.15pm was pretty cool except for long waiting minutes with nothing to do. The volunteers need to help these kids that are from homes to enjoy their day.
I got a very cute guy whom I thought was less than 9years old. He had kinda chubby cheeks and very ticklish. Hehe. But later on in the day,I found out that he was 11years old,Primary 5 this year!! Guess I mistook his height...
Too bad I couldn't take any pics of him for we weren't allowed to bring our hps with us. I don't think I will ever forget that little guy,but I won't be able to see him again....sigh*

Terrible

Oh my god,I just briefly looked through my sec 2 textbooks and they were...gross. The stuff I learnt in sec1 doesn't seem to connect much with those stuff. Even my 2nd eldest bro also said it was gonna be hard. And he is 23. If he says it is difficult,then I am way beyond death. Urgh,I just hope I can manage to wade through next year's mess.
On top of my studies,my social life is just about to break into bits. Why? Easy. 'Cuz my dad don't allow me to go out with friends to even watch a movie. The only time I am ever allowed to go out with friends is on my bdae. How am I supposed to build up friendship when I am not supposed to meet them? GGrrrr.
That is why I always wanted to become an American for based on what I have read,the adults there are pretty OK with their child to go out without their supervision. I will always love 'The Princess Diaries' and 'The Files of Madison Finn'. Those books are way cool[in my opinion,anyway]. :P
Alright,I guess I better get on with my studies. Damn.