Phew~ Been really busy these few days. Still going to be for the next few WEEKS. >.< No good news and the only bad news is that I won't be coming online for long periods of time from this week till next thurs...gonna be pretty busy preparing for exams,red cross training and camp,AND that stupid YOG thing. -.- Exams are next week....YOG training this thurs.....red cross training,just done finished....camp,"zai shuo".

Very scared about exams. Even though I think I know the concepts,I don't think I know how to answer questions. >.< -sigh- gone case le,sec 3....top10 fly away liao :'(

I had my 2.4 run last monday... :D lucky I passed first time. After my first round,I was like"uh-oh". Then after my second round,I was "die liao". But somehow,I still managed to pass. Yay! :D

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! Tomorrow I still have Emath test....2chapters!! ohmygod....I better go and study now. I don't want to FAIL!!! :'(

Oh,and my piano results might be coming out sometime this week ^^

20th March 2009

I did one chem practical (practice). I can say that I have failed it. Badly. -sigh- When the mixture never dissolve after stirring it for like 20min,I was almost crying. Then thank god,Ms Toh helped me. >.<

21th March 2009

Red Cross Art Festival 2009. The Finals. 9-5.30pm. Sad that we didn't win. -sigh- The RI dance was SUPERB-ly nice la. I especially like the movement when they open and close the fan with the music. So cooolllll~~ But other than that....nothing much.

Today

Morning went to have breakfast at Toa Payoh Hub with my grandma....Then go J8 and wait for my bro to collect something...Then come home slack until now. Later mgiht still have piano lesson. And as usual,I haven't practice. Sure get scolded later. -sigh-

Weee~~ Today was such a fun day out of my miserable and pathetic holiday week. Morning went to school to meet Jiaying,Elysia,Agnes,Qiaoni and Ellyn for rehersal for the Finals ^^ yep,we got into the finals! yay! Then we go Mrs Lai's house to do our tshirt design. Then after that,Ellyn go home and the rest of us go AMK Hub to buy shirts ^^ Fun,fun. Walk around here and there~~ Then we go New York New York to eat!! Woohoo!! First time eat there. I shared a plate of terriyaki chicken with Qiaoni,then Elysia ate a plate of fish fingers pasta?? And Agnes had a bowl of mashed potato with beef chops. Or something like that. Haha. I tasted a little of everyone's dish. Oiishii!! Heehee. All very nice. Next time my bdae,I want to request to go there eat liao :D even though it IS a little ex...but well,food tasted better than the high-class restaurants ^^ perhaps it's because of my friends ba =) Finally my dad let me go out. Haha. WELL...he didn't really have a choice. Since I just told him I go teacher's house to do something,then I left him hanging there :P Then after teacher's house visit, I plan what to do from there,call him,ask him to pick me up at AMK Library,where my mum works,AND where we planned to go after our lunch. Heehee. Cunning. After that, Nutnut came to look for us~~!! She looked so ultra cool with contacts luh!!! She's mine!! May lightning strike on any guys who dare to hit on her :D Then Elysia,Qiaoni,and Nutnut went home,then around 6.30pm,I got my dad to fetch Elysia and Agnes to come my house to iron the tshirt designs on ours shirts. LOL. Some complicated matters happened,and my shirt turned out the worst. haha. Then they go home,I ate dinner at home....and here I am ^^ after managing to complete like 1/2 of what's left of my homework. ^^ yay! So happy. Finally managed to go out with friends again ^^ even if it was just one day. ^^

I realised that I cry easily ._. which is not a good thing.,since I pride myself on being tough :l And even though I believe that I have promised myself not to trust my eldest bro anymore,I always end up trusting him again. Which is so pathetic... And so,after last night,I have really promised myself not to trust him ever again. I am going to do all I can to prevent him from getting any "secrets".

And I am starting to wonder if he hates me so much that he wants to see me fail my academic results. Afterall,it was because of him,that I chose Economics. Can I really bring myself to trust him again?

But people say that hating is much more tiring than loving. And I do understand that. But sometimes...Dislike just comes naturally and effortlessly.

Phew~ my hectic days are finally over. For now,anyway:)

13 March 2009

I finally had my piano exam...I was so ultra nervous >.<

Then I went back to school....go GO....then that stupid GO personnel -.- call my father to check and make sure I really did go for piano exam. Never mind. School rules,I understand. Then when my dad pick up phone,she just say in chinese "why is your daughter so late?" -.- My dad was like WTF! Then when I reach home,he tell me that his first thought was that I was late for piano exam,'cause the personnel never introduce herself,say where she is calling from,etc. Just straight away "why is your daughter so late?" =.= Somemore she give those kind of irritated expressions,like I offend her before like that -.- -pissed off even now- Then she still dare to ask "why your father sound so shock when he pick up the phone" ... So bekchek. My dad ask me why never use GO phone,use my hp...but he say lucky use my hp to call him...if not he wouldn't have picked up,'cause he was on course. Is the school on such budget that they have to hire such staff??

Haiz...say until fed up. Then I go class...amath lesson. Of course I was the extra one....since I am the only one late....lol. Then everyone stare at me. But I have learnt my lesson already. Not to look at them. Heheh. If not I would like just melt to the floor. Then I chose to postpone the chem practical,since the time might as well be used to rehearse for the audition which was on the next day. BC that night,was barely tolerable as well...that Collin split us up again -.- But I kinda liked the Sherlock Holmes story ^^

14th March 2009

Early in the morning woke up and went to school to do last minute rehearsings. When we actually did the real performance,it was alright,I guess. But I think I turned the volume a bit too loud. Then judges say the singers and I never like coordinate together. Then they sang a bit off pitch,but they like the song,'cause it was created by ourselves. the dance group was really "wow". Very cool. I like it. Haha. Today no piano lesson,'cause I forwarded it to last Thursday to help me practice more on my exam pieces. So slack slack,then go do finish my Emath homework. Just started on my amath and Physics homework. Difficult like don't know what. No idea how long it is gonna take me to finish it. Haiz. Such a pathetic school life. Oh well. ^^ Enough of my moaning. I just realised I typed a lot. Haha. Forgive me if I have any typo errors. Cya~

So stressed >.< Next thurs got extra piano lesson,because piano skills still not good enough for exam :'( Then next friday morning already piano exam liao -.- Then come back school....afternoon still got the SS thing. Dots. Hopefully the workshop will pull up my grades :D

Next saturday competition le. Can't wait for the windbreakers we are ordering to come in >.< -excited- Always see my bro wear,then jealous I don't own one. Heheheh. Now we are even! Hahaha. lol.

Yesterday's BC was extra extra STUPID! Omg man....we did kindergarden stuff,you know?? At first when he told us to do note-taking,I thought we would be doing some practising to take notes or something. But then he just went from link to link for like no reason?? Then he go ask us to draw picture of a house which he described before we started to draw -.- train our listening skills ah? Then we tell us to do a comic strip....with thumbprints. I swear it was such a lame lesson that I have no idea why my parents are spending thousands to go to such classes.

This is the only year I hate proficiency classes. I have no idea what I would do if my friends aren't there. Thank god for them. Muacks, Girls. Haha. And I realised that whatever Collin is teaching on that day,he doesn't continue it the next lesson -.- like for example,he ask us to do a presentation,then we went home to do it,and he just showed the slides the next lesson for like a minute and then he is off talkking about another thing. We were like HUH?? why did we spend that much time doing the slides,then? -.- So bekchek.

Alright,enough about that -mock voice- MR Collin. The finger pic we took for the comic strip is here,Jane ^^