Sian. I finally pack finish...why do I get the feeling that we won't be able to shower there? lol. I think I have finally talked myself into stop fearing the rock climbing and abseiling. But there is still a part of me that will forever fear heights. Suan le. Don't feel like talking much. Tomorrow Rcyc le =l Haiz... Truly hope that I will enjoy the camp...

Tag Replies:
Yinglun--Lol,I not going OBS,just sort of,i guess. ^^ But anw,glad that you like the chocos =) Enjoy~
Huisi--Haha. Suan le. Bring just in case hao le :) My backpack is seriously stuffed....lol ^_^
Demy--Nut,go blogging again luh~ Cheer up about the bursary thing,kays? =)

In a much better mood...LOL. Weather very warm. Random. Bored. Clueless. Waiting for death. Imao.

Somehow,I found the pic below very funny. It was taken when I playd with Demy the other day...Lol. Hopefully someone can actually understand it... ^^

To embarrass Yinglun a little more =P Ps,dun hit me...

CHRIST!! I just read through the packing list for Rcyc and I saw the words "swimming suit". Then I went WTF!! Ohmygod...I really hope that we don't have to swim,'cause I really can't breathe underwater. Oh god...I am more positive than ever that I won't be able to survive this.

Small bag pack?? How small is small? Then I saw "red packets" -.- Excuse moi,but New Year is still far away...make lanterns for? Later got fire... Wait a minute...at the top of the page,it says Rcyc 2007!!! Helloo?? Is there a time travel going on? We are already coming to the end of 2008! The least they could do is to change the digit '7' to '8',right?

-Take a deep breath- Chill. But I feel that there are like quite a few unanswered questions,like do we need to bring goggles? The list mentioned 2bagpacks,but do they mean the same bagpack? Ear plugs,huh...guess I have really signed up for 3sleepless nights. Haiz. Truly...what have I gotten myself into?? =(

Left 4more days till camp...

Wow! Shag...I just came back from playing badminton with nut,peifoong and qiao ni ^^ What was unexpected was that we met two anderson sec guys. Sec1s in techinical,i think. Haha. -whisper- But I find them a bit unrespectful,though...lol.

Now my whole body pain siah...my shoe too small,my toes pain. Then 'cause the lose party will do pumping/split/run two rounds,my kneecaps pain,since I do pumping. Then by playing badminton after such a long time,my arms and leg pain. LOL. Everywhere pain. But it was seriously fun. Haha. We playing again on 5th dec,10.30am ^_^

I got to know that my cousin got 208 for his PSLE. A bit stunned,'cause he seems to be pretty clever. Oh well. Jiayous,Kenneth ^^

Yesterday the Bravo meeting was one of the most pathetic outing,I have even been to. Only me and Lee Sheen turned up. LOL. But the most pathetic one was when I went for a First Aid competition de meeting. Only ME turned up. Imao.

Wow. I am in a pretty good mood today. Even if I am full of sarcasm =) 5more days till Rcyc...argh~! Hope I come back alive ^^ Okay,I go play some games already. Cya!

Haiz. I finish all of my books already -.- I think I need to go back to the library every week...I have been playing maple till 2am in the morning these few days. But no matter how I chiong,I like still cannot level up fast fast =( Maybe 'cuz I trying to balance with so many chars ba =)

Sian. Annie coming back soon ='( I haven't even do the homework she assigned me before she left for her holiday and I haven't touched my piano since the start of the month!! >.< Bad bad. HAIZ.

I think we had one more session before I go for Rcyc,but I forgot which day it was...tue or wed? O.O guess i shall wait till she call me ba. sian.

Left only 6more days till Rcyc ='(

Ps yinglun...hope you don't mind that I completed the jumping quest for you =(

Haiz. I finally got my heart set on not going for tomorrow's Rcy Challenge's make-up session. At first I was still like going or no 'cuz it's like half of the people I know are going. Then just now Lee Sheen tell me she not going le,since her friend also not going. So well,I guess I am not going either ^^ Call it the blind following the blind if you like...but I seriously don't know what to do,when the instructions are so unclear. One minute they say only those who never go for the 1st contact session need to go. Now,they say like almost everyone need to go. Then I was like -.-

A bit nervous though =l first time bon HQ Red Cross event. Lol. Demy would call me a "typical singaporean" now. Haha.

Guess I am over the E1 business =) From now on,I better pray that I can go to a JC and then to U. If not,I am as good as dead meat ^_^

Left 1more week till Rcyc =( Still not particularyly upbeat about it. I mean,I feel like it is even worse than the unit camp -.- Aeroplanes will be flying over our heads every 5min...Can't even sleep. HAIZ.

Somehow,I feel like I have changed a little in my attitude. I mean,last time,I wouldn't have bon any RC event at all. Now,I am doing it,with just a little nervousness. Ha. Hope I can still turn back to the "typical singaporean" when school reopens. If not,I would really be DEAD MEAT. Haha. Cya~!

Tag replies:
Lee Sheen--Hee. Hope our Bravo can win the championship again this year ^^
Huisi--All the worlds,except E world. Just started in D world. Need to prepare my char for your wedding :))

Wow. Today play maple,play until like siao. From morning play until lunch time... Die. Addicted liao =( Oh well. A little dedication...

Thanks,Yinglun ^_^

For all that you have done :) But seriously,you didn't have to give me that present,just for giving you a small gift. But all the same,thanks. Muacks =)

Boring day...spent the entire morning slacking and watching Hot Shot. Then went to the library to borrow books -.- I spent like 4hours there....just walking here and there,browsing books while waiting for the time to pass. Pathetic.

I just got to know that tomorrow is the day when assessment books are going to be bought. Sad. Seems like my dad finally can't tolerate the sight of me slacking. Haiz. The holidays have only just begun and almost all my textbooks are bought already...guess my holidays are going to be real short.

Somemore my dad wants me to start swimming again =( say it will be helpful in case the boat capsizes while rowing it -.- sian...I really hate swimming. -annoyed- I always end up drinking lots of chlorine water.

But anw...

Happy Belated Bdae,Kailing :)

I am back~~ lol. But I caught a mild cold,though. I shan't go into the details of my trip to HK,'cause there is just too much to tell and I haven't the patience to go into such details =) But the trip was more or less pretty fun. Unlike the Rcy Challenge which I am going to attend soon. Don't ask me why I know that I won't enjoy the camp. I just know it.

The First Aid Workshop finally finish already. lol. And I got a Certification of Attendance. Haha. Pathetic...not even a Certification of Participation. Sad,eh...oh well ^_^

Happy Bdae,Dewson

Hee. And a belated bdae to Yinglun too =P Ps. your card is going to come really really late :'( sorry...

Alright. Now that I am back,I shall enjoy the days before I go for my death camp =)

Haiz...somehow I feel very stressed and tired. After going to today's RCY challenge's contact session,I have a very bad feeling of what is the camp going to be like. The instructors said that it was going to be fun,but I think that it is "fun". In just that 5hours,I was totally drained of my spirit...I can't imagine what it is going to be like for the 4days 3nights.

I finally got my bookmarks done -.- took me a whole afternoon. My full u is also done...left my packing of luaggage. Alright,I am off from monday till thurs. So don't miss me...=(

For my holidays,I only have the HK trip and RCY challenge camp =( No family trip...that is without any discipline or rules... Both are supposed to be filled with respect and courtesy for the elders. HAIZ. sian...One thing I hate in my life is UG discipline. Haiz.....

Alriiigghhttt~~Busy life is starting from today.
Later have piano,then go shopping,then need to start preparing my full u.
Tomorrow need to go school almost the whole day =(
Then Friday need to go KK hospital in the morning,then come back home and finish my full u preparation.
Saturday need go for RCY contact session,another day gone...at night,start preparing my luggage.
Sunday need to go out with family to celebrate my dad's bdae and at night need to finish my luggage preparation.
And Monday,thou shall be gone ^^

Haiz. Don't miss me =P

^_^ Don't know why I am in such a good mood tonight. Perhaps it's because tomorrow can slack ba. Next few weeks are going to be pretty busy,so I must slack whenever I can. Hee. Slacking time~~~!!!

Last night was seriously hurting...it was one of a upsetting episode. Well,basically my dad found out that I have been playing games and watching tv a lot these few days despite my exam today. So he just yelled and threatened to deduct my allowance next year if I don't get at least a merit. But well,seriously...
1)If he himself can't get a merit,why should he be able to lecture me??
2)From my point of view,is that he doesn't reward me for getting good grades BUT deduct my allowance if I get a bad grade.
Justice,huh. So what if he gives me whatever MOE is giving me? The money that MOE gives to whoever gets the top few in school that one. I think that the money my dad is giving me on top of the MOE money,is already used for buying my time to be at home. All these years,I am not even allowed to go out with friends much. When I get a bad grade,he just scolds me. And "motivate" me. Yesterday night I was so upset that I cried. If you can believe.

This morning's exam,I think I can get around 70 or so ba. Not too high,kinda low. Which is good,because I have learnt that once you do well in something once,you are expected to keep up the "good work". Which I must say,is very STRESSFUL. After that,my dad told me now that the exams are over,start preparing for next year. Somehow I already knew that he would say that,but it still came as a slight shock. I just thought...even if I do really well next year,next year's holidays will be used to prepare O-levels. Then IF I do well nin sec4,that year's holidays will be used to prepare for JC/poly life. And this goes on...

Perhaps I have been influenced by Dewson...but what he says is true. Does this mean that we can only relax when we finally earn enough money and retire?? When we can barely walk and speak,we can finally live life in luxury??

Since there are 2months of holidays this year,why can't I use 1month's time to relax and chill before studying for the rest of the holidays? You get what I mean? Since I have the time,why not??? Sometimes I think that my dad is my friend and at other times,I feel that he is my greatest enemy. I also think that there are some GREAT misunderstandings between us...but anyway,I have learnt not to trust my family so much. As in,I can't play the com when my bros and mum is at home. Afterall,you never know when they might just backstab you,just like yesterday night. -sigh-

Upsetting. Still trying to cope with my emotions...