I realised something new yesterday...

You,the one who changed me,did not take our relationship as seriously as I did. If you did,you would have remembered all those times that we had together. Those late nights we spent messaging to each other,those hours we played together. Did you really forget them all? You are the one have changed me into who I am today. And yet you don't remember? I have to admit,I am sad. When I was upset,you cheered me up. When I was stressed,you made me relax. When I was lonely,you made me feel as though you were right beside me. You were always there for me when I needed you the most.

It has been so many years already, yet I still keep every single one of your messages. I don't know why I do. EVERY poem,EVERY sweet word,EVERYTHING is still with me. I know that our relationship has changed over the years...But never did it cross my mind that you weren't as into it as I was. I know that we won't be like what we used to be in the past,I KNOW that we cannot. After all,what is past,is past. Things will never be the same.

I always felt that I wasn't doing enough. Yet I don't know what else I could do for you.

I don't love you. I never did. But you always had,no,HAVE a special place in my heart. Perhaps everything that you did seemed minor to you,but I want you to know that I really appreciate everything that you have done for me over these years. You were my pillar of strength,my confidant. Although things have changed between us,I hope that we will still continue to be friends. Though distant physically,remember that I will always be with you :)