I suddenly recalled what made me start crying on the second day of superteen workshop. Part of it was because of his speech,another part was because he threw that glass cup on the floor. Threw already never mind. He still purposely throw until it shattered into pieces. But I think it was also because of the shattering sound that started the waterfalls. It showed his emphasise on gratitude.

I don't know why I suddenly typed all these out. I feel a little cooped up at home. -sigh- Nothing to do...want to study,but can't focus. Want to form study group,but all so busy -.- Patience is reaching its limit.

The only reason I am typing this instead of writing it in my diary is because this is pretty long. I mean,if you want me to write out all those I have typed in just yesterday and today,my book will finish pretty soon. lol. And also because I don't think it's very private. If it is private,no matter how long,it would still remain in my diary. lol.

HOW??? If nothing to do,I will anyhow think. When I anyhow think,I will be very emo and distracted. When I am in that state,it's not beneficial to anyone!! Arghhhhhh!!! lol. Ice cream. Chocolate ice cream. I go...eat....