Yay~ I finally finished watching all those dramas. They weren't very nice la,but there weren't better choices to spend my time T.T oh well.

FOUR MORE DAYS TILL OLEVEL RESULTS ARE RELEASED. My terror level rises with each passing day. It seems like my holidays had just started and Doom's Day is already here, spoiling all the fun. -sigh- So far,I have had 3nightmares and 2 good dreams about my results. I have been practising the feeling of my heart sinking down to my feet. Just in case it really happens next monday. Hopefully the disappointment wouldn't be too overwhelming T.T I don't really want to cry on the last day I go back to HS. lol. I really have to start thinking positively. But it's gonna rain...

And I am going with ah cao and her bro to TP open house later...though I am not really interested in that school. lol. It felt like a better option than rotting at home,which is what I have been doing for the past few days. Growing fatter already T.T

I was packing up my secondary schools books a few days ago and it was kind of nostalgic when I flipped through my textbooks,seeing all my notes scribbled in there and remembering how much time I spent studying those paragraphs. It really brings back memories like sitting in the midst of a really chatty group and still trying to listen to the teacher. Hahaha. And when I realised that I couldn't concentrate on what two people are saying at the same time, I focused on the work at hand instead. XD Now I have one entire hole of empty space at my desk,waiting to be filled. And I mean HOLE. LOL.

I have a prize presentation coming up this sat and I am really eager to know whether I am in the top 5 or 10 % of the cohort T.T 250bucks make a lot of difference. I calculated and realised that I am the one in the middle. Hopefully the school helped to push me up T.T

How I wish there could be more time to enjoy life a little more before I have to face Death. Usually waiting for tests and small stuff like that erases one's initial nervousness about it,yet it isn't the case for this Os T.T It's a new year. When more challenges are going to come. I have to get used to this level of fear if I am going to do some presentations before the year ends. -sigh- if only I didn't have stage fright. Times flies by but the few minutes up there can really unnerve me >.>

Oh well. I shall enjoy whatever time I have left ba. After all, many things might change within the next week.