I dont' know if I should be happy or sad. But I feel like dying right now. So many friends are going to SRJC,MJC,NYJC. Before submitting my JAE application,I kept asking myself "why not be with them?" I mean,MJC and NYJC are actually not bad, though I prefer m to ny. I think they might even be on par with SAJC this year. I felt like I was condemning myself to two years of hell when I saw the sms from MOE.

Okay,I got to be positive. POSITIVE. NO MORE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. SA might not be that bad after all ... -sinks onto ground- Who am I kidding? Argh. Forget it. It's over. I just have to make the best out of it even though I really don't know anyone who is going to SA. Well,CH said he was going to appeal and hopefully,he succeeds. Because otherwise,I am seriously alone on my own. Oh god. What a terrible notion.

And when I saw how disappointed my friends were when they couldn't go to their first choice,I felt really sad. Sad that they are going to be stuck at a school which they don't like for two years. But then again,their time is going to be more enjoyable since they at least have friends with them.

I am really not looking forward to tomorrow...