lol. I am really tired. I just spent the past few hours trying to reconcile with the girl I argued with. Apparently,I had hurt her feelings. Don't even ask me what I said because I can tell you straight away I don't remember. I never remember the arguments unless it's with someone I really really really really care about. Plus I don't keep chatlogs,so I can't recall what exactly did I say. lol. After defending myself for so long,I am not even sure whether we have made some progress or are we back at square one. Actually I didn't really want to go talk to the girl after her friend came to talk to me. (Boy,does it feel good to have all six of my friends talking about me behind my back) It was ZY who said I would regret it for my life if I lost a friend for such a stupid reason. I didn't think it would be so serious,but I still listened to him. I mean,I would really like to be invited to this girl's wedding 10 years from now,but I am perfectly happy with not going out on outings with her. It's a bit contradicting,I know. But well,I couldn't say much when I have STM,could I? It was the one reason why I hardly ever win arguments T.T After I have worked myself into a heated discussion,I don't even remember what we were arguing about in the first place. And so,I lose. Hahaha.

Should we spend our life happy and optimistic,instead of being angry and upset? I guess this flaw is good in it's way. Hahaha. Oh and I am going to need to find someone to accompany me to a lunch meeting with a friend. A friend whom I have never met before. lol. Dangerous,I know. But I have known him since I was in primary school. lol. Besides,it's a great honour to meet someone as genius as him. And I really mean genius,that ass. I don't get why I couldn't have such brains T.T My cousins were in raffles too. I guess the genes didn't pass all the way down to me TT.TT Oh well. I am contend with what I have. I just hope to survive my 2 years in JC. lol. A simple enough wish :)