-lounging around,placing head on table- I am almost half dead. There is NOTHING to do :( I think Dad might be giving me more personal space from now on. It's just a feeling though and I haven't tested it out yet:) Oh,and I found out that if I read every word in the newspapers,it takes me more than an hour :D But I think Dad still saw through me. T.T

-bangs head against wall- I get the feeling that I am a total failure.