Hmmmm,I don't really know what to write actually. A lot of stuff went through my mind in the past few days but I can't seem to remember any of it now -.- Yes,I have a terrible memory...

Ahh,yes,I remember one of the things now. Work. Colleagues,to be more specific. I realised that stuff that adults talk about are so much more different than what we teenagers talk to each other about. I also found out a little more about a parent's love for her child, the worries one has to keep up with the costs of living in Singapore, the wonderful times one has with one's family, the small details of being married like family accountings,which school to send their precious children to in the future and so much more. I find it so much more interesting than the one mundane thing teenagers usually do--gossip. I mean,what's so fascinating about learning what,how,where,when someone else did and with whom? Recounting is fine,but adding a little opinion makes that plain gossip. Jeez. Oops,I'm doing a little stereotyping here :P But anyway, living this kind of lifestyle makes me feel that there's so much more to life other than what we always see,hear,worry about--I can't find the word. A child's worries pales in comparison to an adult's. It's like "Fashion,Style,Social life VS Family,Money,Health". See the point?

But of course,I don't claim to be a know-it-all about adults' lifestyle. Neither do I know a lot about life. I was watching Vampire Diaries a couple of days ago and I believe that the word they used was "shallow". I admit, I am not particularly deep person. Perhaps I do live in a fantasy world, where my every whim is indulged and I am pampered like a spoilt princess,which of course is not going to last forever. But all the same, I appreciate all the love I am flowered with. Damn. I lost my train of thoughts. What was I talking about in the first place? .... ARGHH!! It's always the same thing. I crap one whole chunk of dunnoe what then I forget my point. -sigh- Never mind. Forget it.

My ankle still hasn't healed yet. I sprained it when I was on my way to hsrcy's chalet. Met up with some seniors and friends :) Some really changed a lot in a few months. Hahaha. I think RCY is about the only thing I will miss when I leave secondary school life. I sure as _____ won't miss my _____. I didn't even bother to go to my class's chalet today. lol. I used work as an excuse. But hey,I was really pretty shag when I came home earlier. I figured I won't even be missed anyway so why make a trip all the way down who-knows-where when I can only stay for a couple of hours? I know I'm pretty easy to forget. It's proven. Haha. My sec2 form teacher couldn't remember my name despite having taught me for 2 years. My colleague still doesn't remember my name despite having seen me every weekday for a month. How sad is that? -sigh- I don't mind actually. Taking such things in stride seems to be the only thing to do. Blend in,not stand out. Hahahaha.

That reminds me. I'm quitting my work soon,as in really really soon. So I probably have a week or two left before O's results are released. THEREFORE, IT'S PLAY TIME! :D:D I will be super free. A little time to relax,to break free from the awkward periods at work,to have fun! Ahhh,how shall I spend it? Hmmmmmm....