For someone as indecisive as me,I do whatever my peers and family suggest. And somewhere along the way,I began to lose myself. Today,I felt an intense hatred for myself. Where did my indecisiveness go?

I am so flawed that I really don't know what to do with myself.

Today,I went to see the dentist. He's actually my family dentist,but I have only seen him once because there's always the school mobile one. Maybe it's just me,but I feel that he has the ability to see through all my disguises,all the pretences. And that was how I felt after I had replied his first question ._. Is he scary or what?

I suddenly feel that my future is kinda at the edge of a cliff.

And I need to find someone to go with me to some open houses.

And I really can't think of some suitable people. Sad. Maybe I'll go alone after all. Pathetic.