I finally completed all my homework today :) So proud of yself. Yet...there is not one at the ending point patting me on the back,telling me "well done" ... How pathetic. Ha. It seems like whatever I do,is never enough to satisfy people. I try so hard because of them,yet my efforts never seem to be enough. I want them to be happy...but I have already done all I could. I am at my limit. Push myself further,you say? I have already done that. How much more do you want me to go before I snap? Perhaps...perhaps this is just not for me...

Sincce young,I have done everything you wanted me to do. Swimming,piano,competitions,academic results... I don't like them,BUT I STILL TRY! HOW MUCH LONGER CAN I KEEP THIS UP??

I really want to end this...