Sunday, June 27, 2010

Hahaha! I am laughing so hard that I have a stitch. Currently writing testimonials to apply for DSA. And having absolutely no idea how to praise myself. Read this: I believe myself a capable and committed leader who has a compassionate heart and soul. LOL. Would any of you believe THAT??? LOL!! Keep laughing when typing the testimonials. Hahaha! Now I finally know why we had those CDL lessons,trying to discover which descriptive word suits us best: loving,caring or compassionate. LOL. All those nice nice words. Those lessons were to prepare us for ordeals like this. Writing testimonials about yourself. Haha.

Sian ahh, school is starting tomorrow. My one month is gone just like this T.T time flew by and I can't even remember what I did. lol. One thing I do know and that is that I was freaking busy trying to finish those homework. I spent one week doing them =.= And another 2 weeks for lessons. And another few days for piano...I think Ms Chieng is getting impatient with me already. lol. Not unexpected. My scales are too terrible T.T I had a dream that night whenn I went to sleep with eldest bro. The scene was in Annie's living room where she taught her piano lessons. The lights were switched off,giving it a very eerie look. Then Annie came in started screaming at me,telling me I totally suck at piano and she doesn't want to teach me anymore. Then I was kicked out of her house and I stood outside the lift,wondering how to break the news to Dad. God...that was a totally horrible NIGHTMARE. Thank goodness my days with her are finally over. Phew. I think our memories of each other wasn't very good :P

Last night spent an hour or so chatting with pf about guys. LOL. She has two guys in mind and wondering if she should take a step further. But I think neither is her Mr Right. That's what I told her. In my experience,such friendship/relationship won't last long. Affection, attraction and close friendship are three different things. But oh well,who am I to give good love advice when my own life is in chaos? Hahaha. I have had enough of the kind of guys we both tend to meet.

The future lies ahead without a question mark. Which route am I to take to be closer to my non-existent dreams? I really should start thinking about my career...hmmm,what is my call in life? Question mark.

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