Surprise,surprise. Dad didn't scream at me for failing physics. What he wanted was worse. Make notes for every single chapter for it. My god...I am trying to put it off as late as possible,using Olevel Chinese as an excuse. Urgh. Got back most of my results this week...not up to my expectations for E&Amath. Too complacent already. -sigh- But I am super glad that I managed to pass my History when I absolutely had no idea how to attempt one of the 12m essay question. Even better,I managed to be the top for SS,I think. lol. To me,doing History and SS SBQ question is like testing my luck. It totally depends on how you interpret the source. If you interpret it in a way that is not in the marker's marking scheme,you are so gone case -.- Same for Econs. -sigh- Super happy with my Chiense grades :D 63/70 siah!! WOOHOO!! So happy. I think Lady Luck was with me these few days,just not last Friday when I took back my Physics results T.T

He is my hero. My shining light in the darkness. He has accompanied me for so many years and now,he has got someone else...I know I am suppsoed to be happy for him,but I just can't find the energy to. He is getting further and further away from me. I want him to be happy. Truly. Yet I want him all to myself at the same time...I know I am really selfish. It is an un glamorous triat,not something I am proud of. If only I had been born earlier...