Oh my god. I am so dead. Exams finally over. Thank god. But results are so !@#!@#!#!!!! -bangs head against wall- I FAILED PHYSICS!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! Oh the horrors...!!! I haven't dared to tell my dad about it yet. He is so going to kill me. I didn't cry when I got back my results. I cried after my physics paper. =.= but hey man,at least I didn't get a F9. Phew. but oh dear...Parents Teachers meet is coming TT.TT



PLEASE!! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO BREAK THE NEWS GENTLY.



-sigh- Like what yiling said,even though the exams are over,I don't feel the satisfaction at all. I really need to buck up for Physics!! But HOW?? :( I just can't apply all thsoe formulas =.=



Had my last Red Cross parade yesterday. World Red Cross Day carried forward. lol. I was the contingent commander XD People say my voice louder than the parade commander's voice. oops. LOL. Oh well,I was totally trembling with my role,so I don't think I could have done better in her place :) Wore that stiff uniform to Econs Paper 2. lol. Afer waking at 6am,going through all that shit(i.e. sizing,checking their uniforms) with juniors,I totally forgot all my definitions and graphs. Urgh. Anyhow do already. lol. At least I tried.



After my paper,I went to change into school uniform. Then cause when wearing full uniform,I need to tie my hair into a bun,so if I put it back down into a ponytail,it would be really curly. lol. So I just left it as a bun and my friends say I look very serious. T.T like a teacher =.= This shows that ponytails are more youthful than buns. LOL. But oh well,I DID like my bun look XD



So shuang la that day. Wear my Warrant Officer rank. Woohoo! LOL. 2ng highest rank you can get in secondary school,I so happy. lol. People see already,also like "wah,one bar siol" LOL. Okay,sorry. ONE BAR IS NOT LANCE CORPORAL OKAY! LOL.



I am not continuing British Council lessons after June holidays,so I only have 2 more lessons to go before I say goodbye to all my friends from prestigious schools T.T So sad. Jie pin,my longest BC friend. lol. From P5 until now. Jane,from sec1 and Mar from sec3. lol. Go there always feel so pressured by Mar because of her fashion sense. Have I mentioned that mine is so CMI? lol. I simply can't match clothes.



Ahhhhh...but oh well...more sad about having to leave the place where I spent all my Fridays since P3. lol. Each year 1k plus,near 2k though. Phew. The one and only tuition I have ever attended. Gonna miss all my angmoh teachers T.T



Today went to library even though I have a sore throat and slight fever. I just wanted to go so badly T.T Haha. I just thought about something my friend said. I told her my dad doesn't like it when I got to the library and she said "HUH?? If I go to the library,my dad would be so happy la!" LOL. I went and borrowed 10novels from TPY library and my mom was like "aiyo,why never go AMK library,help us increase our loan rate" LOL. Then I say "10books a lot meh?" lol. I thought that since there are so m any people in the library,the loan rate is high. I overlooked those people there to study.



Urgh. I hope that Physics will be the only subject that I fail. If not,do visit me at my grave. Tyvm.