Friday, February 5, 2010

Omigosh. I am so tired I can barely think straight. Every Friday like that,I really want to die. So many things happened this week. Erm let me try to recall a bit...I got back my Chem, Phy and Amath test that I had me so worried last week. Thank goodness I passed them all. Almost failed physics though T.T Gotta buck up. Did a lot of chem practicals to prepare for my skill 1 and 2 Olevel SPA. Urgh. So stressed up. Life has been so strained and tense. I can't even find time to write in my journal every day now. Is this part of growing up? Well then,I don't want to grow up.

Within this week,I also realised that I get pissed off very easily. Even a word or a gesture can trigger off my emotions. Arghhhh. I usually have better control over my feelings. Starting to dislike myself a little.

I also got discovered that if I just let go of one,I can actually gain two or more. Even if they are not as worthy,valuable,enjoyable as the original one,I find that I am happier with two. Reason: I won't put up with your annoying arrogance. Because of you,I am relieving yourself of my presence. Why bother to let myself be a target? For God's sake. You are not the only one in the world. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU.

Now,you might wonder who I am talking about. Don't worry,it ain't a guy.

Getting really tired.

Happy birthday Yuan Rong, Zhi Ming and Winnie ^.^

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