I had a huge fight with my big bro last sat. Well,not just me. The whole family, in fact. It all started with a superglue =.=" wth. My mom got really upset.

I am proud of myself though. I could stare at him straight in the eye as I challenged him. (Or is that prove that I have just gotten more rebellious?) Well, the challenge got him all fired up =.= And as usual, I lose the fight. I think I lost it when I raised my voice to the full volume. I was really near hysteria. He just got me so agitated! Normally when it got to the point when I had to yell to prove my point, I am more or less near tears. So it didn't really surprise me that the waterfalls started. Though I was chagrined when my voice broke in front of HIM!! Arghhh!!!! (I might have mentioned before,I try not to cry in front of others) He damn well threw my books on the floor,you know!!

-screams- I was so hurt. And he said he threw it just to prove my challenge wrong =.= whatever. I am so not going to go friendly with him again. I have tolerated him for so many years,but I can't wait for 2more years before he moves out.

What got me even more emotional was my 2nd bro fighting for me. It must hadn't been easy to stand up against his own brother. I love him so much T.T

I hate a blocked nose and swollen eyelids. It makes me look like a clown :(