Urgh. What a week. Lessons have started officially T.T I should have known the workload would be much more than I have ever expected. I am so gonna flunk my Amath Diagnostic Test. Totally don't know how to do. -groans-

Just came back home from my 2nd BC lesson. Last lesson,I appreciated the silence of the class 'cause it differed by a lot from my class in school. But today,I found the silence very very suffocating. SO FREAKY QUIET LA!! omg... More guys in this class as compared to last year too. Don't need to ask,also know that they're from prestigious schools. Elite schools. They anyhow guess an answer,also can be correct;while I have to think for so long just to squeeze out one barely correct answer. !_! So frustrating. Not to mention, pressurising.

So stressed eevr since this year started. I still remember last time in lower sec,when the counsellor came to introduce herself,etc, she asked "how many of you have experienced stress before?" And I was like, what's stress?? How naive,innocent,I WAS. Never in my mind, did I ever envision myself to be in such a stressful situation.

I keep considering my "option" of dropping to combined science... 'cause I am fairly confident I can score an A for it,while I am still struggling with my pure science. But then again,I want to go JC... so :( what a dilemma. -frustrated sigh- I am also running out of space on my study desk to put my stuff... =.= those who are working already,shouldn't need a desk that is THRICE my desk's size,right?? -pouts- at least let me put my books there la...hmph. grrrrr bro.

Well,of course I wasn't unhappy and feeling unfair the entire week. There were also happy times,of course. My 2nd bro's birthday!! :D Happy belated bro ^^ Let me see...what other happy things...erm...errr...none? lol. Congrats the 09' sec4s on graduating ^^ All the best in you guys' future :)