oh my tian...I AM SO TIRED!! From Friday to Sunday,feel so shag. SO many things to do,so little time T.T

Friday was seriously very fun. Early morning go school until noon time. Straight after school,go Red Cross training. Pretty fun la. The sec1s came ^^ So far can remember only half of their names. LOL. Gotta start thinking of who's going to succeed me as FD and Evac I/C. After training,chiong-ed home to have a quick shower,quick dinner and off I go, to BC. lol. BC that night wasn't too bad. The uncomfortable silence was still there, but me,mardiana and jie pin kept whispering to one another :P Our table has a guy sitting with us,but we sort of erm -ahem- ignored him. lol. When we do group work,never include him T.T feel so bad. The 3 of us made a pact to attempt to talk to him next week. lol. He looks intelligent. LOL. That was so random.

Okay,not really. lol. 'Cause that night,the teacher was passing around a form for us to fill in our school name. When I got that piece of paper I was like... -GLOOM- All from prestigious schools...only me from nobody school. So...wth. T.T

My bro got some (A LOT,actually) notes from past sec4 students for his teaching. And he was showing me the work done by one of the students he tutored. The chinese essay that guy wrote was so...GOOD!! My chinese is seriously deproving. Really. I totally suck now. I read his english essay and it was so much better than mine. -bangs wall- I am so totally useless,right? -goes into depression- The guy was from Maris Stella. lol. Though he's from an elite school,I can still compare,right? After all, Olevels is a national thing. T.T

I realised that I won't eat a proper lunch unless my Dad buys for me. LOL. If he doesn't buy for me,then either I will go make an unhealthy lunch(eg. cup noodles) or I just skip it. I already skip it every Friday. If start to skip on even more days,I am so gonna get gastric. -freaks out-

Yesterday I went to the Body World at Science Centre with my 2 bros and sis-in-law(too lazy to keep typing elder bro's gf) Didn't have much feeling. Didn't feel grossed out or anything. I just kept thinking...they are made from plastic. Not real dead corpse. lol. I was yawning by the time I got to the 2nd station.

Piano lesson was postponed till this morning. woke up early morning just to accomodate my teacher's timing. Then she still give me the why-you-keep-playing-wrong-note tone. =.= Wth. Urgh.

I go do some Red Cross admin stuff...