Something has gone terribly wrong. Moods swings all the time. Okay,correction: it's either depression or emotionless. Every day,I paste on a fake smile and go to school. I am getting tired of having to do that every single day of my life. How I wish I can just stay at home and sleep all day long. I am finding it harder and harder to stop myself from breaking down in school. I don't know why I am so emotional this week. I am like crying every single bloody day. That is so damn weird. I can still cope with the crying every day issue. But it's really very depressing to be crying three times a day.

Even as I type this,I can feel the tears welling up again. My laughter is seriously so FAKE. Hope no one sees through this paper-thin disguise. Because I really won't be able to keep on going anymore.

Every time I find out that I have disappointed someone I cherish,my heart breaks all over again. It is seriously very saddening to know that that someone you love actually... I have no idea how to complete that sentence.

The only reasonable,logical answer for this emotional outbreak is stress. From school stuff and family stuff. Basically stress from my life.

But actually I am not going through much turbulent stuff right now either...just having a lot of tests,that's all. It's at times like this when I wish I can have a comforting hug from the one I love. Guess I can make do with Moo...