Marvellous. I spent the entire day rotting at home. Thought about a lot of things,fantasized a lot of impossible things. I keep traveling back to that cross-junction of my life and thought of every other possible stories that might have continued from there. To my amazement,I finally realised something. It's over. No use thinking about it any longer. Why not just let go of the past? Isn't it easier for everyone,for myself?

Indeed. I think that I have finally gotten back to reality. This is good. Very good.

And also about my piano,I have come to terms about what I should do. For the past year,I have gotten Annie pretty pissed. Oops. Haha. I didn't practice my songs,I didn't go and memorise all those italian music words. In short,I just lost my interest in piano. So today,I tried to practice my piano...My fingertips hurt like hell. And my left hand has always been rather weak,so my right hand always has to slow down and wait for my left hand to catch up. Now you know why they say playing the piano trains your patience. Haha. And the most frustrating things,is that I just can't get my right hand to play the tune correctly!! GRRRRRRRR.

Tomorrow piano lesson at 8am. lol. Wonder if I will be able to survive it.

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!!!Going to do them now. Pinky swear.