I think my explanation skills are getting from bad to worse. When people ask me "why",I have to think for a very long while. Most of the time it's just that I don't want to tell the whole truth but neither do I want to lie. So there is like this awkward silence when my friends wait for me to answer while I think. LOL. And yea,this just happens with those in SAJC,since they don't know me well :D

Ahhh. I just got to know that Ann quitted jc life already. I have to admit that I am rather disappointed. During our sec4 days,we used to talk about going to the JCs of our choice,subjects we were going to take,life we were going to lead. Yea...so when I got to know that she quit the race because she can't cope with the mugging lifestyle,I was rather shocked. But oh well...I just hope that this is the right choice for her.

Why are my history teachers so cute?!! LOL. In secondary school,Mr Chin was always there with his .... I don't know. I just find that his way of talking always makes me smile. And now,this Mr Wee is equally .... with his um chio. Oh well,whatever it is,I just hope that this Mr Wee is as helpful as Mr Chin was. 'Cause my history really sucks right now. I am FAILING. All my subjects,actually. Yes,I know I suck. -SIGH-

I find that I am really unsure of what has truly happened. Has it all been wishful thinking on my part? If that is so,then it is really devastating. And what was with all that talk about my future? Are you really concerned about it? I mean,yea you should be,but until what extent? Why should I be so confused over your actions and speech? Because after what I have discovered about you,I realised that I don't know you at all. Argh. I don't want to think about it anymore. It's just going to make me more depressed.

When has family become so important to me? Every time they leave me to go somewhere else,there is this horrible feeling that I really don't like. It feels too empty,too strange,too cold. I hate it. Why had I ever thought that I would want to live alone,separate from them? NO! I won't be able to survive. At the very least,I need someone else with me. And if it's just a friend,I will probably be homesick most of the time. lol. Guess I am not the hostel type after all. Hahaha.