Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Another boring day... I had actually planned to walk around sengkang today but then it started to rain -.- There isn't much to do now after I have finished watching the videos uploaded for the show I am currently watching, except to READ,PLAY PIANO and DISTURB OTHER PEOPLE. Heheheh. Yet sadly,there isn't anyone for me to bother anymore... This is going to be another lonely holiday. Since second bro found a girlfriend,I find myself spending more and more time alone. It was a refreshing change at the start,but it got tiring after awhile.

The other day,my family had a lunch gathering with my bros' gfs. It was super awkward,I tell you. I was never one to talk much in front of others in the first place and with the added presence of TWO teachers,I was practically stoning there. -.- My phobia of teachers is something everyone knows about and the only way I can treat my bro like normal is by thinking of him just as my brother,not as a teacher. Even though his girlfriend has dyed her hair,looking more of a gangster (cough),I still can't get used to it. I hate it when I can't act normally in front of my own family. It is the only place where I can gain a little respite.

Oh well. All good things come to an end after all. It's time I learn to be independent. So I went to find myself a job for this holiday. I can't possibly rot at home every single day,right? lol. There isn't much I can do online these days besides Facebook,blogging,watching shows/movies,chatting and playing a few games. It's getting BORING~

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