Wednesday, October 20, 2010

lol. It's either the stress or I am PMS-ing. I got so angry with Weiliang a few days ago that I almost quarelled with him. It doesn't count as a quarrel since he didn't argue. lol. On hindsight, I realised that I shouldn't have said such harsh words to him but his words just snapped my already fraying patience. He asked me for help on History and on any other day, I would gladly do it. But on that night,I was chionging all those stupid essays, knowing that I can't do finish no matter how late I stay up, and just didn't have the time to entertain him,so I asked him to ask someone else. He said something that I found really insulting and with much pent-up frustrations,I vented it all in 3 messages. Nice. LOL. Then he said I am really scary. Actually a lot of people say that. I wonder why. I mean,I am really nice and polite unless you step on my toes. Right?? Hahaha. It was the first time I ever "raised my voice" to a friend. It must be the stress talking. Mmm.

Then I shouted in History class. At JY. lol. Okay, I didn't shout. Just used my louder voice. The one I reserve for parade grounds. It didn't go very well anyway. I was really tired that day si my voice broke near the end. LOL. It wasn't done in anger. I just wanted to tell her I already sent a mail to her when she kept saying I didn't. She was so engrossed in denying it that she didn't hear when I said it twice. I gave up and just shouted to her. She heard me then. LOL. Seriously, is my voice THAT soft??

I haven't really slept for the past few weeks. Perhaps that's why my patience isn't like it used to be. I keep thinking that I can't even get my 10 points for Os. Shit. Becoming a worrywart. Worse come to worse,let's all go SJ. LOL. JOKING! But perhaps not. lol.

Guess I won't be coming online much more until my Os are over. Don't miss me. Good luck to all having Os~!

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