It has been a horrible day. Would it be too upsetting for my family if I just locked myself in my room and cry my heart out? I failed one darn section of my chemistry. -screams- I feel so horrible horrible horrible!! And I thought I had already mastered chem. God, how wrong could I have been?? -wanting to just hide myself under the covers and cry-

Today I had lunch with ann. She let me realised that not everyone is who they appear to be. Sometimes, we really have to look real close to find out who they really are like. For example, I never thought that people whom I have befriended were not as nice as I had thought them to be while people whom I had neglected were actually pretty nice. I guess I really suck at reading people. Like I said before,I don't like mind games. It is not only irritating to take the time to decipher those words but also heartwrenching when I find out who and what they meant.

Urghhh,I feel too upset to continue. I must be too stressed. Or I am getting depression.