I am going crazy. All of a sudden,so many thing to do... -sigh- Just endure tomorrow,Yu Lin,and all will turn out fine. Happy or sad ending,I don't know. But at least I know that it will be an end for everything. Temporarily anyway. Just to buy me some time for a couple of days. Then the horror starts all over again.

I don't know if it's a sweet dream or a nightmare. Is history repeating itself? Or is it a new beginning? Oh,I do so hope so it's a new beginning. I hope for it so much. I cannot endure going through everything again. This weight on my shoulders...can it finally be taken away? Have I finally ceased being Atlas (an enormous exaggeration)?

Tomorrow shall be the day of reckoning...