My 100th post,since I started this blog...
I never though I would be alone all over again. I thought that I wouldn't be,after I joined 2E1 at the start of year 2008. But in 2009,I am going to be alone all over again. I almost feel as though I want to appeal and go to 3E1,where I can enjoy life in E1. You might ask...why not appeal if you want to go there so strongly? Answer is,even now,I know that bio is definitely not going to help in my future job. And well,I better pray hard that I can go into JC. A positive thought is that,students in TK sec,according to Jie Pin,there are more students choosing econs than bio. Therefore,I can conclude that the business world in future,is gonna be competitive. Oh well,who am I to say all this? I am barely 14 -.-
Another downer is that I get the feeling that I won't be getting into the top10 again. Afterall,which student in E2 (or in fact,any other class) has ever got into the top10 before? Haiz. Gone. Dreams are gone. If I can even get into the top25,I am content. =l Life is unpredictable,though. Right now,all I feel like doing is to go out with some friends,and get all these worries out of my head. I still need to concentrate on my upcoming exams... =( Totally no mood to do that exam. I might not pass it,anyway. Haiz. Depressing thoughts. Leaving most of my classmates,and making new friends. Joined only by CCA,life is going to be meaningless.HAIZ.
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