Emo~feel so sad...yesterday argued with my second brother. And all because of sweeping the floor. He said he won't take any more help from me,and neither would he help me anymore. Honestly,I feel very alone now. No one is by my side,guiding me anymore. Haiz. I wonder how long this cold war will go on for.... =(
1more week till my exams....I barely started my studying. And I am feeling kind of uneasy....'that thing' hasn't come for 2months already....and I am getting kind of uncomfortable. Why hasn't it come for so long?? Is something wrong?? I know this is kind of a girl stuff,but I don't know who can I say it to,so I might as well just write it here. Haiz.
I wonder how long can I go on like this,keeping this secret to myself,and not telling anyone. People say "瞒得了一时,瞒不了一世. Haiz....I am going crazy.
I just pon the MC workshop. I just can't take it anymore. I hate myself for lying to my father. I hate lying to my teachers. I hate lying to the people I love and care for. =(
Help~~I want to cry now....